.......some bullshit

I havent posted in a while... I havent made beats in a while.. why??? my computer is officially dead.. this shit is killing me because I have so many ideas building up.. ever since I switched to computer programs I've been hooked to that format... I want to go back to my old set up but I've grown so familiar to the way I bang out beats nowdays I can't help but go crazy.. this shit is serious now because ideaas are flowing like the nile and I cant lay shit down like I want to... some people say I should just go to the studio and lay shit down.... I know you are reading this and I say this to you: FUCK YOU IGNORANT ASSHOLES TELLING ME TO STOP COMPLAINING AND GO TO THE STUDIO. U KNOW IM UNEMPLOYED YET YOU TELL ME TO SPEND MONEY TO GO TO THE STUDIO JUST TO LAY DOWN BEATS.. ARE YOU PAYING FOR THIS SHIT.. HELL NO SO KEEP YOUR 2 CENTS IN YOUR POCKETS (I'm not being mean.. honestly.. we're still cool)

so far so good.. I'll be patient enough to wait it out till I get the home studio up and running.. to keep myself from going psycho I've been writing alot.. some that know me well know that I picked my mic up again.. that was my love before I got into beats.... I realized that things happen for the strangest reasons and it's always a must to go back to your roots... the other day I thought back to the moment when I had my first set up.. That shit was crazy because I came from an era where u had to improvise if you dont have it.. what do yall know about using a set of headphones as a mic.. huh.. yall protools and instant mc's or producers are scratchin ya heads right now like "WTF".. I had no way to track out shit.. just used my infinate black mind to take what I had and use the best of my abilities.. no MPC no sound modules no digital recorders.... just a 2 sampling keyboards, 2 tapedecks, a walkman, and a record player... thats right record player no turn tables.... a fuckin record player.. but used it to the best of my abilities... home made cords from radioshack saved my life.. even tho I didn't have multi track recording I was able to sync up all that I had to bang out beats..... some time after I fucked up the headphones I got kinda smart and stole a mic from the church my mom made me go to... god dammit I said it.. I stole a mic from church.... collection plate money as well.. fuck it... but the mics came in handy after I brought some mic chords.. without a mic stand I got creative and hung the mic from my ceiling using duct tape... shit worked like magic and I made my first few recordings... the quality sounded like shit but I was able to do what I had to... all that rambling on about the past lead me to this point.. I learned to appreciate what I have and learned to appreciate my mind for stepping beyond the limits and making it possible to express myself further.. I appreciate making music just to make music... it's the little things that bring me back to where I need to be... even tho I'm as hell that I cant record right now I can't complain... it's giving me a time to reflect and write more..... so I'm gonna stop typing on this sidekick and crack open this book of rhymes... no beats till I get a new computer... until then yall be good and check out the joints on my myspace page.. www.myspace.com/elementalsoundproductions .. let me know what u think....... ya digg